Hi everyone,I'm 27, have had absd for 2 yrs now. I'm a full-time receptionist that answers 200 calls a day, all while sitting next to my boss (talk about stress!), I'm a college student, and I'm also a month away from graduating from the Reserve Police Academy, and I'm #1 on the hire list for a police department in my town. I've had NUMEROUS botox injections with mixed results. Last week my voice was AMAZING. You wouldn't even know I had an issue, this lasted for 5 days...then I could feel it slipping away. I know as most of us do, I tried to figure out why and how I could get it back again..well no luck. My voice is now on the complete opposite of the spectrum. It is SO BAD I am struggling with EVERY call today. Every day someone says something embarrassing to me about my voice. Its amazing how rude and insensitive ppl are! Days like today make me want to quit my job and never leave my house. I question how I'm going to fulfill my goal of becoming a police officer. What is so frustrating is that I am 4.0 gpa student in college, and the highest scorer of my reserve academy class..but I'm in voice jail! My family tries to sympathize but only you guys know what it is like to not be able to communicate what is going on inside your head. I am getting so desperate I don't know what to do. My next attempt at getting rid of this is a raw food diet. I have talked to and read from many ppl about how many illnesses were cured from raw food. Food is your body's fuel so it makes sense right? I'm willing to try anything at this point. Anyways..thanks for listening to me vent..I appreciate it.
